because you are a ring player and you are on a budget, so your money goes quickly and then you are broke and go rest of month without playing...which is why you are losing interest
I gotta tell you, if you were more involved in the forum and play forum games your money will last way longer
I not rich, nor do I have a lot of money to through way-I find playing with the forum stretches my money a long way-say for instance: $10 will get me4-6 buy ins at $1 or $2 a game, and in those 4 games I strive to win at least one, and then I have enough for the next 4-6 games
If you are blowing $40 in half an hr at ring, just think how many forum games you could have played, and although we don't win every game-we are bound to win sooner or later...and the forum is much more fun
so if you want to stretch your dollars and chat with some really nice people for just a few bucks, I highly suggest getting involved with the forum again ~~~luv ya mamalou~~~ you are so much fun at the tables~~~miss ya
But that bottle of rum does sound good... would go well with Sunday brunch matey
